October 2008

挖！用衣服袖子擦鼻涕的感觉真爽！

Drizzle day,wet road and wet feeling,sounds like Chungking but not,last day ,Rose,Xixi and I met at the CAFA,and before Xixi’s arriving,we mark and delete at least nine contacts from the printed paper of Rose’s House-rent list,at the very time, I suddenly found why our babygirls hate Rose’s baby so much,because she talks too much,but most of her talking is naive ,normally ,the naive girl would be cute,the point is ,she pretented to be an older one ,in other words,she looks like…… untruth,lack of trust.er…In my opinion,I can’t see any advantages of her,if Rose left her,she is nothing , so ,babygirls! come on!you play the the red,I play the white~

Today is a house cleaning day,wash bedspread,pillowcase,trousers,as much as I can,until the washing-line full of clothes rack,I need a new washing-line at a higher level,to let more sunlight shine directly in to the room.

Jacky and Avalau’s girl is born,I don’t know she received the wireless headset that I sent to her or not , after the girls born,May be the HS is not so useful than before ,ah ha ,a girl,you know,a girl,you know what I mean~especially Avalau~

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No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true

No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We’ll find our own way back

I can’t deny what I believe
I can’t be what I’m not
I know I’ll love forever
I know, no matter what

If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say

No matter what they tell you
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach you
What you believe is true

And I will keep you safe and strong
And sheltered from the storm
No matter where it’s barren
A dream is being born

No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I’ll be everyone you need

No matter if the sun don’t shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you

I can’t deny what I believe
I can’t be what I’m not
I know, I know
I know this love’s forever
That’s all that matters now
No matter what

一整天我都在思考两个单词，forgive & forget，我们也许可以说，forgive是因为forget，但是不能说forget是因为forgive，从字面上来理解，会发现，其实洋人也很势利，是因为要得到（get），所以才有付出（give），但是，get有多种含义，在标准的html程序中，向服务器发送数据有两种方法，一种是post，一种是get，这两种方法都是发送数据的，当然，也包含了接收，这个地方的get大概可以理解为区分post方法的一个要素，而不是说这个方法的本质只有get，下面我们回到主题，forgive是因为forget，人的记忆会随着时间流逝而逐渐淡忘，如果一直保持着最初的感觉，那么是不可能有forgive存在的，时间才是最强大的力量，可惜它对于人而言，是有限的，更可惜的是，即使是这有限的时间，很多人的大脑，也不会保留所有的记忆，于是forget就经常发生了，这其中，有些部分是无意的，有些部分却是有意的，那些有意被遗忘的事情，不用说，那其实是无法遗忘的部分，所以我们只关注被无意中遗忘的部分，在我检视我自己的过程中，我发现，对很多事情的记忆，其实是基于新的经历作出的重新论断，记忆是在不断被改变的。

ODE: INTIMATIONS OF IMMORTALITY

—etc.—
What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now forever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower;
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind.
—etc.—