Author: Ken

  • If only prayers were answered

    Drizzle day,wet road and wet feeling,sounds like Chungking but not,last day ,Rose,Xixi and I met at the CAFA,and before Xixi’s arriving,we mark and delete at least nine contacts from the printed paper of Rose’s House-rent list,at the very time, I suddenly found why our babygirls hate Rose’s baby so much,because she talks too much,but most of her talking is naive ,normally ,the naive girl would be cute,the point is ,she pretented to be an older one ,in other words,she looks like…… untruth,lack of trust.er…In my opinion,I can’t see any advantages of her,if Rose left her,she is nothing , so ,babygirls! come on!you play the the red,I play the white~

    Today is a house cleaning day,wash bedspread,pillowcase,trousers,as much as I can,until the washing-line full of clothes rack,I need a new washing-line at a higher level,to let more sunlight shine directly in to the room.

    Jacky and Avalau’s girl is born,I don’t know she received the wireless headset that I sent to her or not , after the girls born,May be the HS is not so useful than before ,ah ha ,a girl,you know,a girl,you know what I mean~especially Avalau~


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    No matter what they tell us
    No matter what they do
    No matter what they teach us
    What we believe is true

    No matter what they call us
    However they attack
    No matter where they take us
    We’ll find our own way back

    I can’t deny what I believe
    I can’t be what I’m not
    I know I’ll love forever
    I know, no matter what

    If only tears were laughter
    If only night was day
    If only prayers were answered
    Then we would hear God say

    No matter what they tell you
    No matter what they do
    No matter what they teach you
    What you believe is true

    And I will keep you safe and strong
    And sheltered from the storm
    No matter where it’s barren
    A dream is being born

    No matter who they follow
    No matter where they lead
    No matter how they judge us
    I’ll be everyone you need

    No matter if the sun don’t shine
    Or if the skies are blue
    No matter what the end is
    My life began with you

    I can’t deny what I believe
    I can’t be what I’m not
    I know, I know
    I know this love’s forever
    That’s all that matters now
    No matter what

  • 记忆是在不断被改变的

    一整天我都在思考两个单词,forgive & forget,我们也许可以说,forgive是因为forget,但是不能说forget是因为forgive,从字面上来理解,会发现,其实洋人也很势利,是因为要得到(get),所以才有付出(give),但是,get有多种含义,在标准的html程序中,向服务器发送数据有两种方法,一种是post,一种是get,这两种方法都是发送数据的,当然,也包含了接收,这个地方的get大概可以理解为区分post方法的一个要素,而不是说这个方法的本质只有get,下面我们回到主题,forgive是因为forget,人的记忆会随着时间流逝而逐渐淡忘,如果一直保持着最初的感觉,那么是不可能有forgive存在的,时间才是最强大的力量,可惜它对于人而言,是有限的,更可惜的是,即使是这有限的时间,很多人的大脑,也不会保留所有的记忆,于是forget就经常发生了,这其中,有些部分是无意的,有些部分却是有意的,那些有意被遗忘的事情,不用说,那其实是无法遗忘的部分,所以我们只关注被无意中遗忘的部分,在我检视我自己的过程中,我发现,对很多事情的记忆,其实是基于新的经历作出的重新论断,记忆是在不断被改变的。

    ODE: INTIMATIONS OF IMMORTALITY

    —etc.—
    What though the radiance which was once so bright
    Be now forever taken from my sight,
    Though nothing can bring back the hour
    Of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower;
    We will grieve not, rather find
    Strength in what remains behind;
    In the primal sympathy
    Which having been must ever be;
    In the soothing thoughts that spring
    Out of human suffering;
    In the faith that looks through death,
    In years that bring the philosophic mind.

    —etc.—

  • 反宇宙

    北京晚上开始起雾了,我还以为是猪笼城寨中日益增多的烤肉摊造成的烟雾,电影电视的作品表达中,往往把杀人者描述为心理变态或者懦弱,缺乏控制感,范围再大一点,或者说无法界定的,就是“反社会”情绪,这就好比说地球人有“反宇宙”情绪,因为社会的范畴,实在是太大了,剥夺他人的生命,在我们看来,是一种极端的方式,但追根究底,那并不是出于仇恨,而是因为没有得到爱,或者说失去了爱,精神病患者的所谓过失杀人,也一定是因为,他们在这种我们看来无法理解的游戏中获得了某种乐趣,综上,无论是个体的,还是集体的杀人,并不能将责任归咎到具体的个人身上,因为是先天的遗传,或者后天的环境造就了这一个人,与其说这个人是反社会的,不如说,造就他的社会环境是反人类的,但是,人性本质到底是恶还是善,这个问题嘛,似乎是没有结论。

    小伊打电话问我收到床单被套没有,原来她在知道我床单破了一个大洞之后去买了一套,嗷,看在她为了装修房子背负外债高达三万元之巨的情况下还去买了一套床单被套送给我,这真是太让人感动了,不过估计得国庆后上班才能收到了吧。